The games life plays

Had been through a difficult phase in life and still feel like am not getting the life I was so used to. Things have become tougher to attain than they generally are. Nothing happens in the first go. Seems like a pessimist's memorabilia but cant swallow everything that comes your away affects you and strides off. Have an interview next week and am not prepared. It has been almost a couple of weeks since I've been asking me this question continually..Why the hell do I want to do a MBA..If you'd asked me the same question a year before an instant answer would issue on my lips saying ...bahut ho gaya TECHNICAL... Its a different ball game altogether now. I have a panel to satisfy and matters dont help when you are'nt prepared.

Anyways life has to go on..interviews to be given.. small events and achievements enjoyed...not so good ones to be taken with a pinch of salt as someone rightly said "The show must go on....". We never stop dreaming and why should we, because thats the hope we are living for. A great career, a good job, a fat salary, a beautiful house and an even beautiful wife ;) but you know whats the most difficult to get "a very simple life"...The affluent society cries about having one and the ones who get one complain about it. In a way everybody is complaining ..but in another perspective all are happy because we have hopes and aspirations to be more affluent or more simple and peaceful, without which the meaning of this human life would end...

Day of the end semester exam..

6 years back the memory lane, whenever there was an examination, I used to wake up with a sense of urgency. Not knowing what was going to befall me in the couple of hours, i used to search the notes and books in an inherent desire to stuff in whatever drops of manna I was able to squeeze from the book of knowledge. Times change, attitudes sure do. I have my end semesters today. I have woken up, but this time the urgency is to check the download progress. Havent prepared for the test and i know I wont. A little Introspection urges me to glance through the literature a bit, but on present state of mind overcomes it by an overwhelming sense of dilapidated desire which asks me not to. I enque the album just downloaded, check the offlines and start yet again to think about the winds of change that have blown and that I've been swept away........